yes, i got C6 for my chinese. it was an expected grade. HAH.
i dont feel like retaking man.
i wasnt gng t cry. you know you know, after JEN TALKED T ME!
why she talked t meeee! and girl, i dont hate you la. SIAO DINGDONG.
im really happy for you. for all of your hard work, you deserve this results. (:
well, i weeped.

when i got home, i told mum bout my results, she didnt say anything.
how i wish she can just scold me, tell me off right into my face.
she didnt, she took it as nth happen.
the more she doesnt care, the more stress i am.
she thinks that she's doing this is better for me,
its not.
not at all.

mummy, how i wish you could turn on the com and read this.

ive disappointed her.

roy asked me out t watch fireworks.
i'll go if the fireworks changed my grade. HAHA.

aiya, dont like myself ah,
hate myself ah.
kill myself ah.
chop myself ah.
strangle myself ah.
scratch myself ah.
"bong" myself ah.

neh neh orh pisai.